Someday…I will.

I’d say I was surprised…but I really wasn’t.
Whenever I go to a staff meeting, it never ceases to amaze me what I walk away with. And even as I write that sentence, I am still in complete awe of what God has done in a year’s time. I’m working. Full-time. On a church staff.
But I digress…
The meeting started with updates and then turned to Pastor Holly giving what would be a soul stirring devotional.
She spoke about Psalm 9:
I will give thanks to you, Lord, with all my heart; 
    I will tell of all your wonderful deeds. 
I will be glad and rejoice in you;

    I will sing the praises of your name, O Most High.
She pointed out how David was intentional about using the words “I will” at the beginning of each line. He was intentional in his commitment to honor God. We were then challenged to write our own Psalm. What were our “I will’s”?
I wrote:
I will love you, Lord, with a fully devoted and undivided heart.
I will tell how You changed my life once I surrendered it to Your will.
I will stay positive, and praise You Lord, even in the valleys (it’s not about me).
I will make You top priority in my life.
Yet as the meeting ended and I went about my day, I had to stop and ask myself…”How ya doing with all that right there?”
Are my “I wills” really “I will someday?”
There are several areas in my life that have been stagnant. I will write regularly in a journal or blog. I will lose this weight I’ve been carrying so long. I will read that book from 2 connect groups ago. I will reach out to that friend who I’ve lost touch with.  
And then I heard His voice say: I will choose to live today like it was yesterday’s someday. 
The difference between “I will someday” and “I will” is intention. I realized by writing down the words “I will love you, Lord, with a fully devoted and undivided heart” that I was saying NOW. Not in a few days. Not next week. Not when I feel like it.
Not someday.
Today. 




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